It’s been an interesting year for me, the fall particularly so. As I look to the end of the week (and the end of the year), things changed in a number of ways. In fact, I’ve not posted to this weblog in over a month intentionally. I couldn’t trust what I might write once my fingers got going on the keys.
At any rate, I guess what I’m saying is that you’ll see more postings from me now, but I’m not sure what form they’ll take. Not to sound trite, but I’ve spent a lot of time in the past few years trying to be the best this or that at work, and fulfilling various roles elsewhere (including how I write this blog). That’s become a wearying dead end, especially at work. I was always very worried about boundaries, and edges, and how things looked, how people would react, you know the drill. I think now I’ll just be the best me I can, and if things don’t fit for me, maybe it’s the situation that I need to change instead of form-fitting myself into every niche in my life. If I’m not making sense, don’t worry. Things will become clearer gradually.
After all, 2006 is a brand new year for all of us.